.rage.

senang betul nak marah. salah sikit, melenting. silap sikit, naik angin. boleh pulak marah sebab kata yang kau guna itu kurang sesuai dengan keadaan. bayangkan lah,angin lintang jumpa angin monsoon. mahu tak huru-hara. 
jadi, sila pilih kata ngam dengan situasi. tolong fikir sekali perasaan orang yang hendak anda mengatakan kepada itu. jangan cakap sedap mulut. akhir nanti kau jugak yang sakit.

haih.

esok balik kampung. yeay! 
patut ke rasa happy? isk. 

.rahsia.

thank you so much!
am not as u thought.sayonara..



padan muka!

.pergi.

apa nak buat bila kita ada momen yang kita nak padam dari ingatan tapi tak dapat?
will kuat.tapi macam slide filem.asyik ulang2.letih nak tengok.dah nak muntah.
tolong-lah.sila pergi.kamu bukan sesuatu yang menyakitkan.tapi saya tak mahu kamu stay.

.zdes.

lovelies peeking through the holes

she sees of what others can't see

she dreams of what others can't dream

she hates of what others favor

she smiles when others sulking

she screams when others gossiping

she laughs when others crying

she are what others aren't

hurts might be healed. but the scar remains.

kalau dari awal kau tunjuk begitu, sampai bila2 pun sama. 

ada satu masa kau bikin apa2 jadi selepas itu awkward. so, jangan salahkan aku kalau aku tak boleh terima.

sebab bila berdepan dengan kau, aku akan tanya diri sendiri "how i should act?"

jawapan = buat bodoh. nada. tade ape2. still, kau akan rasa lain sebab sebelum itu, aku tak begitu.

i may look dumb. but, you are dumber. 

.smile.

                                                           i smiled because you smiled.

 

 credit

                                        

.hari ini hari bercinta (version betul).

"you think too much la."

balik2 itu juga yang dia cakap. betul kot. haha. biarlah.
*senyum sampai telinga.
masih ada masa lagi. senyum la puas2.


jom pergi sarawak!

.hari ini hari bercinta.

or maybe not.

singing in the forest. may not heard singing. only small scream.

that sends you shivers all through the night.

little tears becomes heavy. it washes down the corner black of the eyes.

looking into the mirror. it seems that it sucked you in.

you sat there quietly. not moving at all.

little by little you realized it was all a dream.

a dream you never wake up from.

hari ada. mood tiada. ingin ada. ego tidak membenarkan.

it sadden the hell out of you.

.i'm free.

kau memang begitu.

sampai bila-bila pun

dan kau expect aku berubah?

do you think it possible?

no?

then, think deeper.

.meniti tati.

half day. hot, sulking, sweating, aircond, cold, ikea, mirror, small plants, meatballs(soon), ignoring, sarcasm, laughs, smiles, sinister, sundae cones mcd, driving.

more to come. I hope so.


thank you to you-who-know you. crazy you. luv.