.freak.

I haven't met someone as freaky as you are.

please!

just let me do my work only.

peacefully.

i hate looking into something that wasn't mine at the first place. and now all the offers are not something that calms me down.

no. i don't want that. i want what i worth for. not given something to push me forward.

.never.

You know.

When you have tried your very best, put away all your very needs, but people still don't see it.

All they see is this pathetic, twisted, stuck, energy-consuming, time-wasting little gal who will NEVER grow up and be a better person.

And then, you only do one thing.

You stop trying.

Because no matter how hard you try, you will NEVER be good enough for them.

Never.

EVER.




copied it from wahida. 
kadang ada masa kita bukan tidak mahu cuba. tapi, orang tidak nampak. 
will ada. effort ada. tapi, tiada yang sedar. they condem you even before you get started.

.paper cuts.

it takes a lot more than this to condemn me
you and your smirks are nothing
yes, u have all the power
yes, u have all the sides
but, it aint bring me down

your blah means nothing
your jokes initiate no laugh
your mere existance is not as important as you thought it would

memang orang pandang kau
tapi bukan macam apa yang kau fikir

kau fikir aku enteng?
kau silap
i may not what it seen

i hate people who acts like they know it all. orang lain pun tahu apa yang kau tahu.

dan jangan fikir seseorang itu bodoh tak ada ilmu apa yang kau ada.

laut itu luas lagi kawan. mungkin kau da sampai kawasan yang dalam.

tapi, cuba tengok guna satelit. ada juga kawasan yang kau tak sampai lagi.

aku mungkin tak jejak sana tapi aku boleh cerita lebih dari kau.

kau tepuk kosong, mungkin berbunyi. 

.hari ini hari sakit.

move!
tolong-lah. saya sakit sebab awak. jauh2 lagi bagus bukan?

.enough.

saya bukan tak nak take serious everything. tapi, kamu terlalu serious. serious yang saya rasa tak perlu. tolong boleh. tapi, jangan sampai tahap menyibuk. take things easy la. tolong-lah! saya bukan minta duit kamu. minta senyap pada perkara-perkara tertentu saja. don't try to hard. orang akan nampak lain.


selamat hari raya. ;)

.secure?.

takut. risau. marah. dendam. sakit.

senyum.

let go and move on.
 

.banner.

ok. ada tambah banner quote kat sidebar tepi ni.dapat dari sini emila yusof.
her drawings are cute and gorgeous!