.vnip.

Insecure? During few years back, insecurity keeps haunting me. never once i feel secured. I don't like it. Not at all. Banyak lagi benda lain nak fikir. Kalau tak, dah dapat 4 flat agaknya. 


It distracted me. A lot. The silent moments. The wondering. It kills you. Hopes and trust, they just go away. 


Keep telling the space is not the problem. But then, we blame on it. As simple as that. 


Please, don't find excuses. Ridiculous. Be patient is all that matters. 
We make decisions for life. Not just for 'kesenangan' at the moment. 


Think about that.




huh. lega. bukan wanders back. cuma reduce storage otak. eliminate untuk benda2 akan datang untuk occupy otak. 
oh, it does not apply to relationship only. ;D

.unspoken.unwritten.

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines

We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

.random.

random pictures.

(padahal takde idea nak tulis apa. happy. takde emo2. takde emo2 so takde lah idea2 melalut nak curah kat sini. kthnxbye.)

.truth.

currently addicted.

hat yai? bachelor party? parti seronok? ok. have fun!

.the one with many why (Y).

kau nak yang stabil
kau nak yang dengar kata
kau nak yang hot saja
kau nak yang hebat segala

there you have it
apa lagi kau nak?
tak kena dengan jiwa?

huh.




a 'once a crush' said to me last week, "i don't think i have a future with her". you said you have changed. but, why that statement? 
nevermind. not my business anyway. in life, i don't believe in giving fake hopes. if you are not sure, then don't say you are. 
it hurts bloody much. OR maybe you are sure. but, you are having another option. it's not good. not at all. cheers.

.just don't.

you just dont bluntly love anyone coz she's beautiful, polite, or whatever criteria of perempuan melayu terakhir. you just dont.
you just dont easily say you can commit to someone just because you dont want to lose them.


it's not that easy.


you just cant create a life you dream of with just dreams.
you just cant kiss just to have pleasure.
you live with goals. you live on hardworks.
hopes are not there  to hurt peoples. hopes are there to driven them.


to live a life you dream of.

.chissss.

food2 sempena raya.

 biskut kacang simple tapi sedap.

 cheese cake by my sis.

kuih cara yang dekat setahun tak makan. ada dalam 12 biji kot makan hari tu.

malas nak upload pic raya lain. tunggu rajin buat collage. 

.angkasa.

familiar dengar nama dia since last year. but, tak pernah betul2 cari her songs.

one day terdengar kat radio lagu angkasa ni. got an instinct yang tu lagu diandra. and i was right!

since then, jatuh cinta sama lagu ni. 

be it you or anyone else, take care.

.jatuh #1.

takde kerja dalam kereta. bosan sorang2. 

vid memang x HD lah kan. ok la dari vga.

next time buat yang tak gegar punya.

;)

.without u.

currently addicted.

savior (kepada yang berkenaan). thanx. 

oh. ada sorang my savior dulu2 dah bertunang. tak bagitau pun. sedeh kejap. but, tumpang happy. he's a good guy. congrats zuan!