kuno?
even zaman ini wifi,broadband berleluasa.
aku masih ketinggalan.
haha.
nk wat camne kan.
x mampu lagi.
biarlah.
cc yang bising ini masih mampu menerima aku.
ayat skema giler.
jumpalah tahun depan.
kalau panjang umur.
amin...
aku rindu.
28.11.08
16.11.08
.blank page.
hati rasa sakit.
hati rasa ego.
apa perlu buat?
study!!
aku masih kisah apa yg terjadi.hati drift ikut cuaca.
hati rasa ego.
apa perlu buat?
study!!
aku masih kisah apa yg terjadi.hati drift ikut cuaca.
15.11.08
kenapa susah sgt nk faham hati org lain?x pernah ke rasa yg org lain juga ada hati dan perasaan?
aku x pernah rase aku boleh buat org lain gembira.
even dapat result cemerlang,itu blm cukup buat parents aku gembira.
apatah lg buat diorg suke kalau aku tolong buat kerja2 rumah.
itu mmg jarang la berlaku.
buat kawan2 aku gembira?
pernah ke?
sesiapa pun boleh put a front.
buat muka fake.
pura2 gembira.
padahal hati x rasa ape pun.
buat kekasih hati gembira?
ntahla.
he could do the same.
buat muka fake.
tp, ni kata2 org yg x trust bf dia.
i wish i spend more time dgn dia.
tp, aku org yg cpt bosan.
aku boleh berbual dgn sumone dgn rancak for 3-5 minutes.
tu pun sume benda aku da cerita.
nasib la bf jauh.
setahun boleh kira dgn jari nk jumpa.
bayangkan kalau hari2 jumpa.
mau tak aku cari bf baru 3bulan sekali.
tp, aku dpt rasa kami ada bond yg kuat.
bukti?
aku yg rasa.
aku sgt rasa bersalah skrg ni.
hati x tenang.
harap aku dapat jawab 3 paper exm nanti.
even dapat result cemerlang,itu blm cukup buat parents aku gembira.
apatah lg buat diorg suke kalau aku tolong buat kerja2 rumah.
itu mmg jarang la berlaku.
buat kawan2 aku gembira?
pernah ke?
sesiapa pun boleh put a front.
buat muka fake.
pura2 gembira.
padahal hati x rasa ape pun.
buat kekasih hati gembira?
ntahla.
he could do the same.
buat muka fake.
tp, ni kata2 org yg x trust bf dia.
i wish i spend more time dgn dia.
tp, aku org yg cpt bosan.
aku boleh berbual dgn sumone dgn rancak for 3-5 minutes.
tu pun sume benda aku da cerita.
nasib la bf jauh.
setahun boleh kira dgn jari nk jumpa.
bayangkan kalau hari2 jumpa.
mau tak aku cari bf baru 3bulan sekali.
tp, aku dpt rasa kami ada bond yg kuat.
bukti?
aku yg rasa.
aku sgt rasa bersalah skrg ni.
hati x tenang.
harap aku dapat jawab 3 paper exm nanti.
23.10.08
.sayangkah?.
sayang.
a big word.
it can give hopes and lies.
i do believe in love at the first sight.
okay.i have a story about that.
i do believe in following my instinct.
also, i have a story about that too.
i do believe in not becoming lovers with my friends.
apatah lagi perasaan kalau break up nanti.
i just cant(and i think i have a story of this too).
i dont believe in being friend with an ex-bf.
i cant imagine it.
i am a person who look back at things i've done.
to reflect myself.
to judge myself.
in becoming a better person.
i prefer a stranger who come to me and say.
"saya sayang awak.would u be my lover?"
and i will find each day more interesting.
exploring and finding new things.
than keep digging into the past.
trying to remember the memories.
the awkward moments.
the precious hours.
spend with someone i know.
scandal? mungkin special sikit dari friends.
harapan masih ada. dan instinct adalah sgt tidak dynamic..
a big word.
it can give hopes and lies.
i do believe in love at the first sight.
okay.i have a story about that.
i do believe in following my instinct.
also, i have a story about that too.
i do believe in not becoming lovers with my friends.
apatah lagi perasaan kalau break up nanti.
i just cant(and i think i have a story of this too).
i dont believe in being friend with an ex-bf.
i cant imagine it.
i am a person who look back at things i've done.
to reflect myself.
to judge myself.
in becoming a better person.
i prefer a stranger who come to me and say.
"saya sayang awak.would u be my lover?"
and i will find each day more interesting.
exploring and finding new things.
than keep digging into the past.
trying to remember the memories.
the awkward moments.
the precious hours.
spend with someone i know.
scandal? mungkin special sikit dari friends.
harapan masih ada. dan instinct adalah sgt tidak dynamic..
16.10.08
.hati crushed.
.jangan kau bimbang sayang.
.dimana ku berada.
.dengan siapa ku bersama.
.jangan bimbang.
.ku tetap kau yang punya.
.dimana ku berada.
.dengan siapa ku bersama.
.jangan bimbang.
.ku tetap kau yang punya.
i'm sooo in luv with this song.
when da penat2 fikir assignment and thesis bila dgr lagu ni, automatically "I Can Smile" .
haha.this song macam ade power to make me happy.sound like 'jiwang'.but no.
really.everytime i heard it, any person whom i have a crush on, crossed my mind.
it's kind to make me think about the old times where crushes are important to make me attend classes.yes!i need that kind of motivation to come to school,college.what a joke.
of course la the most important thing is to learn at school(really?).tapi, ni macam aktiviti tambahan la.haha.
sanggup datang awal ke sekolah semata-mata nak tgk crushes lebih lama.aku noon session at that time.so,much time to kills while tunggu class kosong.crush aku time tu guna class yg sama.so, ade la aku 'mengdisplay' kan diri dkt2 class supaya dia nmpk.nmpk cam gatal.tapi, realitinya tidak la seteruk it sound.masih ada batas2 yg aku jaga.rasa macam stalker time tu.tapi bertahan for 4 tahun coz i've never had the courage to confront him.haha.lama gile jd secret admirer ni.i think i make a great spy or undercover.why i say so?bcoz, dlm 4 tahun tu xda sapa tau except aku yg bgtau.hehe.until la lepas SPM in 2003, i gathered all my courage to call him.he did respond.yela.bukan aku x penah ckp dgn dia pun.tapi,boleh kira dgn jari la.lepas call,ada la keep in touch for a while.tapi, i dont think its worth the four years admiring him.the aura, the vibe is not there anymore.life must go on right?but, once in a while teringat la jgk.
time dekat matix plk ada crush dgn teman sekuliah.kenal since 1st week kt sana.orientation week.minat coz he's cool.dont mind others but stil involve dlm program.setahun program tapi still macam dlu.not enough courage.enroll kat uni.1st month da jumpa crush.haha.soo mudah jatuh hati kan aku?i have a weakness over cool and weird guy.tapi,still sama jgk.tgk dari jauh and mampu jd silent stalker je la.haih.all my crushes remain crushes.berderai harapan dan angan2.what a sad story kan?semua yg aku ada crush on end up x pernah suka kat aku pun.xpela.nak buat mcm mana kan?
dan yang selalu ada crush kat aku, adalah orang yg x pernah aku sangka.friends.
kekasih hati?xpernah perasan dia pun until he told me me dia syg aku.
when da penat2 fikir assignment and thesis bila dgr lagu ni, automatically "I Can Smile" .
haha.this song macam ade power to make me happy.sound like 'jiwang'.but no.
really.everytime i heard it, any person whom i have a crush on, crossed my mind.
it's kind to make me think about the old times where crushes are important to make me attend classes.yes!i need that kind of motivation to come to school,college.what a joke.
of course la the most important thing is to learn at school(really?).tapi, ni macam aktiviti tambahan la.haha.
sanggup datang awal ke sekolah semata-mata nak tgk crushes lebih lama.aku noon session at that time.so,much time to kills while tunggu class kosong.crush aku time tu guna class yg sama.so, ade la aku 'mengdisplay' kan diri dkt2 class supaya dia nmpk.nmpk cam gatal.tapi, realitinya tidak la seteruk it sound.masih ada batas2 yg aku jaga.rasa macam stalker time tu.tapi bertahan for 4 tahun coz i've never had the courage to confront him.haha.lama gile jd secret admirer ni.i think i make a great spy or undercover.why i say so?bcoz, dlm 4 tahun tu xda sapa tau except aku yg bgtau.hehe.until la lepas SPM in 2003, i gathered all my courage to call him.he did respond.yela.bukan aku x penah ckp dgn dia pun.tapi,boleh kira dgn jari la.lepas call,ada la keep in touch for a while.tapi, i dont think its worth the four years admiring him.the aura, the vibe is not there anymore.life must go on right?but, once in a while teringat la jgk.
time dekat matix plk ada crush dgn teman sekuliah.kenal since 1st week kt sana.orientation week.minat coz he's cool.dont mind others but stil involve dlm program.setahun program tapi still macam dlu.not enough courage.enroll kat uni.1st month da jumpa crush.haha.soo mudah jatuh hati kan aku?i have a weakness over cool and weird guy.tapi,still sama jgk.tgk dari jauh and mampu jd silent stalker je la.haih.all my crushes remain crushes.berderai harapan dan angan2.what a sad story kan?semua yg aku ada crush on end up x pernah suka kat aku pun.xpela.nak buat mcm mana kan?
dan yang selalu ada crush kat aku, adalah orang yg x pernah aku sangka.friends.
kekasih hati?xpernah perasan dia pun until he told me me dia syg aku.
12.10.08
.a bagfull of hopes.
feminine?
apa maksud feminine?
pada aku feminine = kewanitaan.
betul kah?
mungkin.
kalau begitu,aku separa feminine la?
hmm...
my daily dress-up.
of course la bukan mcm jezmine kn.
she's cute n gorgeous.
me?
jeans, tees, flops, n sumtime converse sneakers.
of course la tudung.
wajib tu.
no model dress-up like hanis zalikha.(she doesnt look like 18 u know!).
no vintage dress.
no pointy heels.
no funky glasses.
no handbags.
handbags?
tiba2 teringin nak pakai
I need a handbag,please....
For those needs trendy and lovely handbags..
Log in to...
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nice...
apa maksud feminine?
pada aku feminine = kewanitaan.
betul kah?
mungkin.
kalau begitu,aku separa feminine la?
hmm...
my daily dress-up.
of course la bukan mcm jezmine kn.
she's cute n gorgeous.
me?
jeans, tees, flops, n sumtime converse sneakers.
of course la tudung.
wajib tu.
no model dress-up like hanis zalikha.(she doesnt look like 18 u know!).
no vintage dress.
no pointy heels.
no funky glasses.
no handbags.
handbags?
tiba2 teringin nak pakai
I need a handbag,please....
For those needs trendy and lovely handbags..
Log in to...
www.handbagplanet.com
nice...
8.10.08
.scandal.
lying.
easy 4 anyone to lie.
to whom it may concern.
u did lie once.
more to cheat actually.
since then u keep on lying.
u'll nvr stop,rite?
u fooled me.
i knew it.
i'm cautious.
let see how far u can go.
let see where did all the lies bring u to.
u'll nvr know how safe u were until u drop.
drop dead.
hurting people will never be a hard job..
____________________________________________________________________
flirting makes me happy.
flirting makes me hurt.
same nouns.
different situation.
different reaction.
u flirt with others.
i'm hurt.
sumone flirt with me.
i'm happy.
we'll keep going hurting others.
life cycle will keep on moving and hurting and leaving people with diverse of feeling..
easy 4 anyone to lie.
to whom it may concern.
u did lie once.
more to cheat actually.
since then u keep on lying.
u'll nvr stop,rite?
u fooled me.
i knew it.
i'm cautious.
let see how far u can go.
let see where did all the lies bring u to.
u'll nvr know how safe u were until u drop.
drop dead.
hurting people will never be a hard job..
____________________________________________________________________
flirting makes me happy.
flirting makes me hurt.
same nouns.
different situation.
different reaction.
u flirt with others.
i'm hurt.
sumone flirt with me.
i'm happy.
we'll keep going hurting others.
life cycle will keep on moving and hurting and leaving people with diverse of feeling..
6.10.08
.kenangan raya.
raya tahun ni byk cerita.
last-minute-plan raya dgn my-classmate-since-kindergarten-till-form5.
meet with ex-clsmate time primry skul dulu.
ada (yg jumpa) :
yg da bkn berambut hitam-kerja photographer lg.
yg dulu kurus kering da jd cam bapak org(my ex-crush u know) pun ada.
yg dulu mcm kid-spoiler tp skrg cikgu skola pun ada.
yg da bersara,tp stil maintain raut muda (ini bekas cikgu ok?).
ada (dgr khabar shj) :
yg another kid-spoiler tp skrg da kerja bank n ada kereta sndiri.
yg da bertunang-tak-mahu-beraya-without-tunang pun ada.
yg da bertunang sama umur pun ada.
yg 'lovers' yg xpernah djangka lg la ramai.
yg da beranak dua tp masih mcm ank dara (cemburu!).
yg nk bertunang hari raya ke-3 (ini crush dulu2.isk2.hiba rasa hati)pun ada.
hati sakit kerna kekasih hati.menghibur diri sndri dgn kisah2 crush dulu.
last-minute-plan raya dgn my-classmate-since-kindergarten-till-form5.
meet with ex-clsmate time primry skul dulu.
ada (yg jumpa) :
yg da bkn berambut hitam-kerja photographer lg.
yg dulu kurus kering da jd cam bapak org(my ex-crush u know) pun ada.
yg dulu mcm kid-spoiler tp skrg cikgu skola pun ada.
yg da bersara,tp stil maintain raut muda (ini bekas cikgu ok?).
ada (dgr khabar shj) :
yg another kid-spoiler tp skrg da kerja bank n ada kereta sndiri.
yg da bertunang-tak-mahu-beraya-without-tunang pun ada.
yg da bertunang sama umur pun ada.
yg 'lovers' yg xpernah djangka lg la ramai.
yg da beranak dua tp masih mcm ank dara (cemburu!).
yg nk bertunang hari raya ke-3 (ini crush dulu2.isk2.hiba rasa hati)pun ada.
hati sakit kerna kekasih hati.menghibur diri sndri dgn kisah2 crush dulu.
26.9.08
.frozen.
11.21 a.m.sejuk.PSZ UTM.
.
.
.
.
.
td ade idea nk tulis ape.tibe2 grey cell jd frozen.
xpela.tunggu lps cuti.
.
.
.
.
~~~~~~~~SELAMAT HARI RAYA~~~~~~~~~~~
.
.
.
.
.
td ade idea nk tulis ape.tibe2 grey cell jd frozen.
xpela.tunggu lps cuti.
.
.
.
.
~~~~~~~~SELAMAT HARI RAYA~~~~~~~~~~~
20.9.08
.never ending worries.
susah kan bila ada problem yg x blh selesai2?
bila delay,makin x blh selesai.
haih.
ape nk jd?
mslh makin byk.
masa mcm x ckup2.
kdg2 bnda kecik pun jd besar.
bila nk lari dr mslh.
one tends to find some comfort.
x kesah la.
shopping-for woman mostly.
sleeping,smoking-for the opposite sex.
i would need sum attention when i hv probs.
not that kind of attntion like throwing tantrums at peoples around me.
well.
mybe sumtimes.
what i need is juz a simple msg.
that can soothe me.
words that can make my worries stay away 4 a while.
duh.
it is highly-possible-occured-event.
that i receive nothing but silent.
and i end up worrying much more.
it is sooo not okay.
hate that moment.
n i asked myself.
why long-distance-relationship is hard to retain?
is there any way i can keep it safe?
is that enough with juz trust?
these keep rolling-spinning in my grey cell.
like i dont hv anything else to think about.
the more i think.
the more the heart bleeds.
saya sayang kamu.
dan saya rasa kamu juga begitu.
adakah pemahaman kamu x cukup untuk dtafsirkan secara zahir?
secara zahir yg saya boleh fahami?
bila delay,makin x blh selesai.
haih.
ape nk jd?
mslh makin byk.
masa mcm x ckup2.
kdg2 bnda kecik pun jd besar.
bila nk lari dr mslh.
one tends to find some comfort.
x kesah la.
shopping-for woman mostly.
sleeping,smoking-for the opposite sex.
i would need sum attention when i hv probs.
not that kind of attntion like throwing tantrums at peoples around me.
well.
mybe sumtimes.
what i need is juz a simple msg.
that can soothe me.
words that can make my worries stay away 4 a while.
duh.
it is highly-possible-occured-event.
that i receive nothing but silent.
and i end up worrying much more.
it is sooo not okay.
hate that moment.
n i asked myself.
why long-distance-relationship is hard to retain?
is there any way i can keep it safe?
is that enough with juz trust?
these keep rolling-spinning in my grey cell.
like i dont hv anything else to think about.
the more i think.
the more the heart bleeds.
saya sayang kamu.
dan saya rasa kamu juga begitu.
adakah pemahaman kamu x cukup untuk dtafsirkan secara zahir?
secara zahir yg saya boleh fahami?
15.9.08
.masa dan works.
problems.
kesinambungan entri yg lepas.
akhir2 ni too much works.
damn busy.
tapi.
masih ada masa baca blog orang lain.
masih ada masa layan FS.
tidak.
thesis menggamit.
rangka kerja da ada.
final method da hampir pasti.
apa lagi yang tiada?
semangat?
ya!
semangat yang hilang.
ah!
alasan.
karna malas.
semangat dijadi kambing hitam.
workloads.
workforce?
i need my dose of love.
masa dan jarak memisahkan kita.
jiwang.
satu isu lagi.
hatred.
kenapa dendam x pernah pudar?
adakah dosaku terlalu byk?
ampuni aku YA ALLAH.
rakanku.
sayang padamu belum lagi hadir dalam jiwa ini.
maafkanku.
insiden dulu masih berbekas pedihnya.
peristiwa baru sering kau zahirkan.
yang tak pernah kurang sinis mu.
aku juga manusia biasa.
kerna itu aku ada rasa sayang dan hatred.
kesinambungan entri yg lepas.
akhir2 ni too much works.
damn busy.
tapi.
masih ada masa baca blog orang lain.
masih ada masa layan FS.
tidak.
thesis menggamit.
rangka kerja da ada.
final method da hampir pasti.
apa lagi yang tiada?
semangat?
ya!
semangat yang hilang.
ah!
alasan.
karna malas.
semangat dijadi kambing hitam.
workloads.
workforce?
i need my dose of love.
masa dan jarak memisahkan kita.
jiwang.
satu isu lagi.
hatred.
kenapa dendam x pernah pudar?
adakah dosaku terlalu byk?
ampuni aku YA ALLAH.
rakanku.
sayang padamu belum lagi hadir dalam jiwa ini.
maafkanku.
insiden dulu masih berbekas pedihnya.
peristiwa baru sering kau zahirkan.
yang tak pernah kurang sinis mu.
aku juga manusia biasa.
kerna itu aku ada rasa sayang dan hatred.
14.9.08
.rainy down.
rainy day.
mood down.
se'down'nye hujan.
why?
pedih kan bila rasa x dipeduli?
hidup with no friends is suck.
xpela.
what?
no!
enuf with xpela.
dat's why u left alone.
3.9.08
.raindrops.
.big eyes.
see miut-miut?
kiut kan?
awal pg.
xdela awal pun.
pukul 10.
hihi.
skipped class(at 8).
class till 1.
go n see lecturer 4 signature.
looking 4 other lecturer.
couldn't find him.
called him.
not answered.
try tomorrow.
1.30p.m.
went to lab.
finish some lab work.
bingung.
nasib baik ada step.
kalau tak.
lg lama bertapa kat lab.
tiba-tiba..
hujan menitik.
tapi lebat.
ughhh..
kebekuan dalam lab.
nasib baik kerja siap.
tamat.
saya merapu.
31.8.08
.problems.madah indah.
is it true peoples wif problem are people yg creative?
mungkin...
sum people born gifted
sum people not
4 me...
ada a few types of people yg creative coz they r problematic
creative in searching ways of running away from probs
err...
sum search ways 2 overcome probs.
i've met peoples who have probs.
i've read peoples who have probs.
they tend to act to become sum1 else.
ada jgk yg act jujur.
jd diri sendiri.
like 'go to hell wif others!'
nvm.
hipokrit atau tidak.
kita yg hidup.
problem solve ke tak.
kita punya pasal.
takde yg dapat change juz to fit wif others.
i know a guy.
wif beautiful n deep words.
madah.kata-kata.indah.
not everyone can pout words wif meanings.
words that comes wif emotions.
sejarahnya.
masalah keluarga.
family plays a big part in nuturing kids.
so that.
they don't grow in what most people don't want them to be.
i'm not saying.
those yg bermasalah.
ada problem dari kecik.
no.
masalah boleh datang bila-bila.
sedetik lepas.
setahun dulu.
at time when people expect least of it.
dis is not quote from anywhere.
dis is only my view.
from research.
not research on papers.
research of life.
aku juga ada masalah.
kerna itu aku boleh berkata-kata.
walaupun bukan indah.
mungkin...
sum people born gifted
sum people not
4 me...
ada a few types of people yg creative coz they r problematic
creative in searching ways of running away from probs
err...
sum search ways 2 overcome probs.
i've met peoples who have probs.
i've read peoples who have probs.
they tend to act to become sum1 else.
ada jgk yg act jujur.
jd diri sendiri.
like 'go to hell wif others!'
nvm.
hipokrit atau tidak.
kita yg hidup.
problem solve ke tak.
kita punya pasal.
takde yg dapat change juz to fit wif others.
i know a guy.
wif beautiful n deep words.
madah.kata-kata.indah.
not everyone can pout words wif meanings.
words that comes wif emotions.
sejarahnya.
masalah keluarga.
family plays a big part in nuturing kids.
so that.
they don't grow in what most people don't want them to be.
i'm not saying.
those yg bermasalah.
ada problem dari kecik.
no.
masalah boleh datang bila-bila.
sedetik lepas.
setahun dulu.
at time when people expect least of it.
dis is not quote from anywhere.
dis is only my view.
from research.
not research on papers.
research of life.
aku juga ada masalah.
kerna itu aku boleh berkata-kata.
walaupun bukan indah.
8.8.08
~brokEn luv~
classic...
classic = past...
it shuld be so...
a past is a past...
rite?
it should be that way...
i can overcome it...
y sum people just can't?
let go..
move on...
y pick at things that u don't even look at a long time ago?
dulu sebelah mata pun x pandang...
bila da dapat...
u grab and won't let go...
sedarlah...
wake up...
it's not the same way it was...
and the other side pulak...
jgn ingt die da pandang...
hidung tinggi,hidung belang semua muncul...
get a mirror...
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not easy 2 befriend wif sum1 u have loved...
either u let it go...
or u trapped...
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1.8.08
~bOx~
a box...
juz like human...
beauty outside...
don't know what's inside...
lately...
juz hate fake smile...
smiling portray urself...
u cant hide ur true self...
no matter how hard u try to hide it...
people always can feel it...
no use...
nothing gain...
u juz hurt urself...
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hate n tired to pretend...
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30.7.08
neurone malfunction...
look delicious right?
only 4 those who like it...
saya bukan alergi...
bukan juga favor...
hakikatnya...
inilah yang membuatkan my throat sore yang amat...
batuk-batuk kasar ditambah fluid yang...
tak payah cerita...
faham-faham sendiri...
iya...
ditambah ice yang unlimited access...
keadaan yang tidak selesa + menganggu ekosistem...
tak selesa...ok?
(*pnadol soluble yang amat tidak sedap!!)
ingatan:tutup mata bila nampak ice...
3 hari tak selesa...
grey cell ku tidak berfungsi...
damn...
janji yang makan diri sendiri...
berkurun mengingatkan...
cari tajuk sendiri...
hope I won't regret it later...
dis turning point...
will lead me...
life or hypocrite...
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love or lust?
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21.7.08
too muCh fUn??
feel like nonsense tonite...
too many social things...
where my books???
where???
wish they were here...
duh...
cm la rajin sgt...
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being friendly is an advantage...
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too many social things...
where my books???
where???
wish they were here...
duh...
cm la rajin sgt...
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being friendly is an advantage...
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20.7.08
dUh...
a short weekend...
went out ysterday wif frenz...
watch muvi~dark knight...
bought brown cardi...
actually planned not going...
but when i juz step out frm de door to bath...
they're coming to fetch me...
haha...
so, juz follow them lor....
finished up de report diz morning...
sleep a bit in de evening...
hve dinner wif so called nini...
pay 4 her coz she run out of money(only 2night)...
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trying to 4give...
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went out ysterday wif frenz...
watch muvi~dark knight...
bought brown cardi...
actually planned not going...
but when i juz step out frm de door to bath...
they're coming to fetch me...
haha...
so, juz follow them lor....
finished up de report diz morning...
sleep a bit in de evening...
hve dinner wif so called nini...
pay 4 her coz she run out of money(only 2night)...
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trying to 4give...
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18.7.08
sEeiNg thru de eyEs...
no reason to love...
no reason to hate...
wuteva u do...
alwys beware...
pople watchin u when u do right...
people judge u when u done wrong...
be urself....
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forgiving is not easy......
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no reason to hate...
wuteva u do...
alwys beware...
pople watchin u when u do right...
people judge u when u done wrong...
be urself....
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forgiving is not easy......
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16.7.08
big dEciSion
hmm~~~
second day back in utm...
lots of things change...
de building, de people here...
but still...
people behaviour doesnt easily change...
for certain things its good to stay de same...
but what if it does concern other people life?
it's true u just cant simply change for other people sake...
but, it wouldnt hurt if u adapt to ur surroundings, right?
it's just words...
no offense for those think this is u...
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nothing change in her in these 2 months...
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second day back in utm...
lots of things change...
de building, de people here...
but still...
people behaviour doesnt easily change...
for certain things its good to stay de same...
but what if it does concern other people life?
it's true u just cant simply change for other people sake...
but, it wouldnt hurt if u adapt to ur surroundings, right?
it's just words...
no offense for those think this is u...
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nothing change in her in these 2 months...
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9.7.08
tirEd~~~
walkin a lot yesterday...
borders => popular => MPH => borders again...
1st time went to Borders The Curve...
will be back again...
a must!!!
next date mybe...
(thnx kak ji 4 de secret recipe treat...)
yesterday walkin...
today - standing...
ughh...
my leg shaky already...
today - presentation day...
talkin quite a lot...
hmmm...
mybe not...
when u respect others...
others will espect u...
together we'll save de world!!!
(nvm...x berkaitan lgsg...)
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dont call just to please me!!!
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borders => popular => MPH => borders again...
1st time went to Borders The Curve...
will be back again...
a must!!!
next date mybe...
(thnx kak ji 4 de secret recipe treat...)
yesterday walkin...
today - standing...
ughh...
my leg shaky already...
today - presentation day...
talkin quite a lot...
hmmm...
mybe not...
when u respect others...
others will espect u...
together we'll save de world!!!
(nvm...x berkaitan lgsg...)
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dont call just to please me!!!
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8.7.08
yawn~~~
feelin sleepy already...
got report to finish...
soooo lazy...
sleep late last nite...
having dinner wif classmate...
u can say it's a crazy nite...
cant remember de last time did laugh like that...
thnx nurul~shel~tola~sanik~
counting de remaining day here...
2 n 1/2 months past so quickly...
like nothing in cool breeze...
owh...
got sumthing stuck...
friends...
like leaves fall down from tree...
may it green forever...
or may not...
it turned brown after a while...
keep it precious...
as long de will is there...
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jealousy isnt sumthing u can hide...
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feelin sleepy already...
got report to finish...
soooo lazy...
sleep late last nite...
having dinner wif classmate...
u can say it's a crazy nite...
cant remember de last time did laugh like that...
thnx nurul~shel~tola~sanik~
counting de remaining day here...
2 n 1/2 months past so quickly...
like nothing in cool breeze...
owh...
got sumthing stuck...
friends...
like leaves fall down from tree...
may it green forever...
or may not...
it turned brown after a while...
keep it precious...
as long de will is there...
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jealousy isnt sumthing u can hide...
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4.7.08
Shud talk oR shud not??
Lately there are many talk bout political issues...
I guess it will nvr end...
But then, i also want to say what is on my mind bout these issues...
When people only do their job, i shud say that no issue will get 'hot'...
All these things only started becoz of people minding other people bussiness...
I'm not saying we only consider juz our stuff...
It's good (for me) to know what others had done...
But then, concentrate on our own very respected job/task...
No one will lost...
People ask for help...we help as much we can as long it doesn't wander us off...
Not trying to be 'schema' here...
We live in community...
So....
Live as community....
Contribute and it will helps lessen the burden...
We help people...People help us back...
If only there is balance like this in diz world.......................
I guess it will nvr end...
But then, i also want to say what is on my mind bout these issues...
When people only do their job, i shud say that no issue will get 'hot'...
All these things only started becoz of people minding other people bussiness...
I'm not saying we only consider juz our stuff...
It's good (for me) to know what others had done...
But then, concentrate on our own very respected job/task...
No one will lost...
People ask for help...we help as much we can as long it doesn't wander us off...
Not trying to be 'schema' here...
We live in community...
So....
Live as community....
Contribute and it will helps lessen the burden...
We help people...People help us back...
If only there is balance like this in diz world.......................
3.7.08
Luv??
hmmm...
i do a lot of reading today...
read people blogs juz to get sum idea of blogosphere...
it kind of interesting coz any kind of people r there...
sum juz pout bout their evryday life...
talk bout food, travelling, friendship...bla..bla..bla...
after so much reading...
i guess i dont hv any idea of what to write today...
hmmm...
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one thing for sure......
i miss him...
i do a lot of reading today...
read people blogs juz to get sum idea of blogosphere...
it kind of interesting coz any kind of people r there...
sum juz pout bout their evryday life...
talk bout food, travelling, friendship...bla..bla..bla...
after so much reading...
i guess i dont hv any idea of what to write today...
hmmm...
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one thing for sure......
i miss him...
2.7.08
tEnsion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hatE it!!!
today i learned a new thing....
it's not actually new to me....
but, being cautios is not going to take u anywhere....
when u work under sum1...
make sure u can differentiate between order or guide...
let say sum1 teach u n u need to complete the work...
u needn't to follow evrythng he/she said...
coz, u need to 'modify'(is that de right word?)...
do with ur own flow...
juz dnt go out of line suda ler...
2day i work with data which is on server...
then de connection got problem...
then....pop!
"ERROR"
my effort got wasted....
waiting for hours to get diz img processed....
nex time remember to get ur work done on ur own pc....
damn server...
today i learned a new thing....
it's not actually new to me....
but, being cautios is not going to take u anywhere....
when u work under sum1...
make sure u can differentiate between order or guide...
let say sum1 teach u n u need to complete the work...
u needn't to follow evrythng he/she said...
coz, u need to 'modify'(is that de right word?)...
do with ur own flow...
juz dnt go out of line suda ler...
2day i work with data which is on server...
then de connection got problem...
then....pop!
"ERROR"
my effort got wasted....
waiting for hours to get diz img processed....
nex time remember to get ur work done on ur own pc....
damn server...
23.6.08
hmm...i thought i knew de world....in fact i juz a dot in de space...reading widen ur knwldge...i must admit that...there's a lot of things going on around u...we cant jz ignore it...sape la nk di label katak bwh tempurung...bt if bwh tempurung pun ade broadband, y not?
we are human....act like one n treat like one...it's true we cant satisfy evrybdy...bt, if we want people to treat us like human, we must do the same....xknla susu di bls tuba...enuf talking like human...
de real world is not like that...there's more than we can think of...dirty way to get wut they want is a 'lumrah'...da jd kebiasaan (mybe?) siape pun akn lakukan yg terlintas d fikiran, hati utk dptkn sesuatu...normal people would do anything to achieve wut they think is the top of de world...got to stop now...
we are human....act like one n treat like one...it's true we cant satisfy evrybdy...bt, if we want people to treat us like human, we must do the same....xknla susu di bls tuba...enuf talking like human...
de real world is not like that...there's more than we can think of...dirty way to get wut they want is a 'lumrah'...da jd kebiasaan (mybe?) siape pun akn lakukan yg terlintas d fikiran, hati utk dptkn sesuatu...normal people would do anything to achieve wut they think is the top of de world...got to stop now...
18.6.08
~~doin' thiNgzZzZz~~
sumwhere n sumwhat u will regret of wut u've been doing..regardless of evrything, u will learned that wut u did dserve sumthin more or mybe worse..nah..it's juz words...
people needs sumthin to make them move 4ward..unless they want to be static all de time..of evry people i've met so far..there's 1 person dat i noe she will do wuteva she can (or sumtimes can't) to get wut she wants...
diz includes dirty thing like flirty n even backstabbing..for her humilliate other people is not a forbidden thing...all she cares, is HER desire...
got 2 stop now...
people needs sumthin to make them move 4ward..unless they want to be static all de time..of evry people i've met so far..there's 1 person dat i noe she will do wuteva she can (or sumtimes can't) to get wut she wants...
diz includes dirty thing like flirty n even backstabbing..for her humilliate other people is not a forbidden thing...all she cares, is HER desire...
got 2 stop now...
13.5.08
Praktikal or is it practical?
been here 4 a week...nothin much to do in this 1st week...floating around, do some reading and introducing to other staff...it is de fourth day dat i got 2 noe who my supervisor is...
i got not one..but 9 or 10 supevisor altogether...phew...at last...
hoping to get more stuff to learn and some task to finish based on my knwldge...
i got not one..but 9 or 10 supevisor altogether...phew...at last...
hoping to get more stuff to learn and some task to finish based on my knwldge...
26.2.08
why is that working in group is such a big mistake? shouldnt it be great contributing for each part and making it faster to complete. but it's terrible when different person with different view combine together in one room just to light a stick.divides work and be responsible for own part in making people understand is a real hard work!!! and it become harder when compiling it.
although working in group with people you choose is quite relevant becoz of similar thinking, it could disadvantage when people took advantage on other people weaknesses and kindness. sometime tolerate is a must but most of the time selfishness took place. being selcentered is not really a crime. but the person itself can turn into a criminal....
although working in group with people you choose is quite relevant becoz of similar thinking, it could disadvantage when people took advantage on other people weaknesses and kindness. sometime tolerate is a must but most of the time selfishness took place. being selcentered is not really a crime. but the person itself can turn into a criminal....
18.1.08
~crisis point~
what to do if u get to involve in a crisis that would make ur life get better or worsen afterwards?
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