.i see rainbows. but, it doesn't reach you.

forgiveness?

what's the point? nada. zero.

yes. i am bitter. i am arrogant.
i am everything worst you ever met.

to forgive?

for what? so you can do it over and over again?

for me to shut my eyes not to see everything?

maybe i'm blind. maybe i'm stupid. but, i have heart.

for it to be crushed again is not the experience i dream of.

maybe it's not to late for everything.

yes, I WILL SHUT EVERYTHING OFF. 

you have your last chance. and you didn't take it.

so long.

family is the best cure.